Make This Count

You can judge someone or you can love them. But I promise you, you can’t do both.

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In one week I move away from home. I’m going 200 miles down south where I have no friends and where I have to finally grow up. I’m finally going to get a fresh start, where I can be exactly who it is I want to be without anybody judging me from my past. But I’ve recently realised that nobody here is even going to miss me. I’m the girl who has a laugh, I get drunk and I mess around and I’m known for being easy. But thats just it. I havn’t made any kind of positive impact on anybodys life here, and when it comes down to it i know deep down that in 3 years time i probably wont be talking to any of these people anymore. and I really just think thats kind of sad.

I finished things with this guy i was kinda seeing a few weeks ago. And i know that it was completely the right thing to do, and when I think about it I just think he was a complete jerk. But there’s still those times, times like right now, when I’m sat on my own in my bed and nobody has texted me or called me or anything and i just miss him you know. I miss having somebody there to talk to me just whenever. It was the right thing to do, finishing things. hell, we weren’t even fucking official. And he would only ever see me just when he wanted to. And I’m pretty damn sure he was just in it for sex, and hell every one knows I’m an easy fuck. And theres the whole issue of me going to bristol in september (fingers crossed). So realistically, it was so the right thing to do. But I just wish that there was somebody there to give a shit about me. I don’t even think I want him anymore at all. I just want somebody. Maybe somebody better, maybe I deserve somebody better now. 

41603.) Next time you go to pick up a razor, or make yourself sick, or think up a lie to avoid eating… Stop; look at yourself in the mirror and say ‘Fuck society, fuck what everyone thinks, I AM beautiful, I AM amazing’ Society ruins enough people, don’t let it ruin you too <3 

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Being single doesn’t always mean you’re lonely,

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and being in a relationship doesn’t always mean you’re happy.

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